Dreaming reminds me I'm ALIVE

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I decided to start a random blog and see how my success goes with this. Most often I get so busy that I slowly just drop my blog and never write again. I'm not sure if it's because lack of response, lack of interest on my part, lack of a life, or what? I guess I'm not that juicy haha :)

I decided I don't care. I like to write random stuff. Mostly about what I wish. I know you will want to quote that saying or song, that's not about what you want but to want what you've got.. I do. Definitely I do. I feel awfully lucky and thankful for all that I have! But I wish and dream stuff too. Is it so awful to want things? To want love, dreams, magic in your life? Is that so darn awful?? People even wish for families, and partners, as well as anything material.

I think what I want the most is to live life. I have several random health issues. I have a bucket list! Basically my sight could go at any time. I have a freakishly rare eye condition. So I want to see as much as possible before it goes!!! And maybe breast cancer issue.. Unsure though, so don't get weirded out yet! I still have to go to the doctor but I can't afford it.

So I have wishes and dreams.. and I'm trying to make them happen. I also have random impossible daydreams too.. that someone pays for all my trips out of the goodness of their hearts!! Or a millionaire buys me thousands of dollars worth of books.. Yah I will talk about the impossible too! Some days I'll just write about how I wish I'd win the lottery.. Other days.. might be what little art supply I wish I could get..

Today I'm drooling over JAPAN TRIP. I went this year for a week. Unfortunately I got sick half way through ( then when I got back I had to have surgery) and missed my aunt who went on vacation.. I want to go again for longer next time. I also want to visit more than TOkyo.. Though I definitely needed to see more in Tokyo!! Shopping is insane there!! The ticket is about $1000 give or take around $200..
Totally dreaming of traveling. I have such wanderlust!!