What about today?

I don't think I could afford a kindle 3 any time soon, but I think about kindle 2 possibly since the price probably went down.
Still thinking about Japan.. I almost want to move it up but the whole thought of cooking at the end of summer makes me revisit that thought! Time to stare at everyone's Japan blogs!! I need to keep my obsessive happiness going!!

Kindle 3 OMG

What's the new wish for the day?? KINDLE 3!!
It would help my awesome obsession with Japan! I'd go read blogs on it about people living, going, visiting, breathing in Japan :) Also I could take the Kindle on travel as well.. :) Teehee.. Dreaming about it. I want the wifi +3g... *CLING*

At Dinner

Well I would like to see mom in the spring in Vegas... I will work toward it and wish it.

Then I'm thinking fall for Japan! I will try my hardest!!!

Do the dreams keep coming.. indeed they do!

Since thinking of Japan.. I deeply long to go to Takarazuka again! It is an all female cast, glittery, magical, singing show! When I was in Japan I went 2 times for the same show! I loved it dearly! I bought a few things.. I really wish I could get the CD to Solferino! Unfortunately you can't buy it online, so it can only be through someone in Japan.. *sigh*
I also wish to go to a Takarazuka show as well!! I love the shows. I'm addicted and can't get enough...


Due to the whole Takarazuka thing.. I also wanted to see Cirque du Soleil! They are in Tucson, till Sunday. Unfortunately I can't afford to go! $44 for the cheapest tickets and I have to pay rent! Buy food for my pets and buy food and the like.. *SIGH*
Can you see the similarity of why I might like this show as well??

Dreaming reminds me I'm ALIVE

Beautiful photo from www. phototravels.net

I decided to start a random blog and see how my success goes with this. Most often I get so busy that I slowly just drop my blog and never write again. I'm not sure if it's because lack of response, lack of interest on my part, lack of a life, or what? I guess I'm not that juicy haha :)

I decided I don't care. I like to write random stuff. Mostly about what I wish. I know you will want to quote that saying or song, that's not about what you want but to want what you've got.. I do. Definitely I do. I feel awfully lucky and thankful for all that I have! But I wish and dream stuff too. Is it so awful to want things? To want love, dreams, magic in your life? Is that so darn awful?? People even wish for families, and partners, as well as anything material.

I think what I want the most is to live life. I have several random health issues. I have a bucket list! Basically my sight could go at any time. I have a freakishly rare eye condition. So I want to see as much as possible before it goes!!! And maybe breast cancer issue.. Unsure though, so don't get weirded out yet! I still have to go to the doctor but I can't afford it.

So I have wishes and dreams.. and I'm trying to make them happen. I also have random impossible daydreams too.. that someone pays for all my trips out of the goodness of their hearts!! Or a millionaire buys me thousands of dollars worth of books.. Yah I will talk about the impossible too! Some days I'll just write about how I wish I'd win the lottery.. Other days.. might be what little art supply I wish I could get..

Today I'm drooling over JAPAN TRIP. I went this year for a week. Unfortunately I got sick half way through ( then when I got back I had to have surgery) and missed my aunt who went on vacation.. I want to go again for longer next time. I also want to visit more than TOkyo.. Though I definitely needed to see more in Tokyo!! Shopping is insane there!! The ticket is about $1000 give or take around $200..
Totally dreaming of traveling. I have such wanderlust!!